Thursday, September 20, 2007

Amazed Am I ...

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How easy it is,
for one to deny,
Probability of life,
Amazed am I.

How simple it is.
A soul's sacrifice.
To not feel,
Amazed am I.

How far I have come,
so silent is the sigh.
I love no more.
Amazed am I.

How true they are,
that call me a hypocrite.
Didn't I strangle life ?
Amazed am I.

How devastatingly simple it is,
to shut in tears and smile.
To become a shadow of life.
Amazed am I.

How handy it is,
a beautiful lie.
A whisper short of death.
Amazed am I.

Someday ..

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Forget,
I was told.
Rainbows return,
Someday.

Smile,
They said.
The sun rises again,
Someday.

Dream.
They advised.
You will live them,
Someday.

So here I am,
trying to forget,
something that promises,
to haunt me forever.

So here I am,
trying to smile,
Burying sobs,
silencing each tremor.

So here I am,
living a dream,
that will turn into a nightmare,
Someday.